tahi kerbau.

i wana scream. rite now.

my aunt is sucha nutcase that i feel like slapping some sense into her.
1st of all, the pix has already been D.E.L.E.T.E.D.
wtf you want me to do about it??

2nd, you have to scold me 3 times,
1st time on my handphone,
2nd time on the house phone
and 3rd time when you're back at home.

wtf is wrong wid you???

you should have told me that there's some undeveloped pictures inside the blardy camera so that i wun format it.. but noooo.... you sed, "delete grapeboi's pictures" and then, there was a format button in the camera... grapeboi's pix was flooding the camera so, i format it.... and voila! hell let loose it's worst nightmare.

and not only that my aunt scolded me... she defamed me, degraded me and condemmed me. i so wanna throw a blardy kitchen knife at my aunt rite now.
or, i might just jump down the 20th floor of my aunt's place... but, im not suicidal... [not like some people whom simply refuses to face the reality and keeps on dreaming about blue skies, girls falling head over heels in love with them...]

all these kind of lame excuses to scold people are just getting the best of me. so, i rebelled and shoot back some remarks which my aunt consider me going to be a 'bad egg' thus, giving bad influences to grapeboi. not only that, im pushing responsibilites...to whom, i duno. >.<"

i'm a human too you know. and humans don't like getting scolded.

my aunt expects me to put up a straight face when she's scolding me. omfg, are u fckin nuts? like hell, im gonna scowl and show you an angry face.

actually, i think im not a screwup after all. it's my family that's a screwup.

*sighx* anyhow she's still my aunt and i still hafto respect her. well, not for who she is, but for her good heart and intentions of taking good care of me, all these years... i will thus, continue to endure until im finally out of her house, out of her sight and living waaaaaay out of her range.

anyway, that's about my aunt.

i've found out that Mr Dreamer is seriously out of his head. he's currently on medication and apparently quite sick. my friends knows that i'm a friendly person but wid Mr Dreamer, he's just plain weird. his antics, his way of thinking, his friendliness, his hair, his just-wake-up-and-come-to-class look, evtg except his car and his style [not bad for a guy]. he's trying too hard to belong. the thing is, just be yourself and you'll belong... just dont try to belong... wel, im not trying to say that im all good but Mr Dreamer needs to put some thought about his way of 'handling' people. cuz his current way of handling a friendship just aint working very well. he's just so nervous all the time. although his presentation skills are good [Mrs Tan sed so...], its kinda scary cuz he kept repeating "don't you think so?" + pointing at people. =.=" i do feel sorry for him cuz he's having all these weird phases in his life but im juz not sorry enough to be a good fren and stand by him. i do feel bad for leaving him hanging around on his own but im not gonna stick my head into his matters. and pls, i dun want to. =.=