再一刺...

tired.
dissapointed.
depressed.
hurt.
hearbroken.
still hopelessly in love with you.

i want to cry.
i just want to cry my heart out.. but i cant...
because my heart is in your hands...
my jaw hurts, my chest tightens..
but there's no tears..
and everytime i think of you, it's difficult for me to breathe.

i dont know why am i so in love with you.
i didnt even spend time with you.
i didnt even go places with you.
i wasnt even literally there with you.
all i had was your voice.
and i still can fall till so deep.

ni ai wo ma? ni shi ai wo de ba.
wei lai zhen de hen chang.
ru guo ni bu yuan yi hui da,
zui hou wo hui zai wen yi chi ni ai wo ma...?

but you dont even know if you love me..

you asked if i will chase you back in dec..
of course i will!!
but if you're happy with your current gf..
then, i will not..

but then, i might not even go find you.
if i see you, i might just siam away before you notice me.
i might not even go back in december.

i don't know.

i don't want you as my friend.
i want you to be mine. just mine.
and i want you more than ever.

8 more weeks.
i will work hard. study hard.
just to stop myself from going insane.
just to stop myself from being depressed.

再一刺 - 櫻桃幫 (Zai Yi Ci - Cherry Boom)
wo kan bu dao
jia zhuang ting bu dao
ni xuan zhe le hua mian yi kao
zhang kai ni de shuang shou
ye bu zai shi na ge shu yu wo de yong bao

wo ting bu dao
jia zhuang wo hen hao
mang de mei shi jian wei ni kuan rao
chi shi wo de yan jing, shi le ku le
hai shi bu gan rang ni zhi dao

yi yang de jie jing, yi yang de tian chi
bu yi yang shi ni you le ta de guan xi...