!@#$%^&*

say that you love me,
say that you care.

i would really love that.

even though i may say that i don't mind, i understand,
i think otherwise.

i know you're just teasing me but i just cant help but to feel sad every time you say that you don't love me... well, maybe you don't feel as much already..

arghhh~!! im contradicting myself!! say till like i so wai dai.. like i understand everything but in the end... im sitting here, feeling emo.. what the hell.. why do i feel this way???!!! aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh~~~

i don't want to give you pressure.
i don't want to make you feel bad.

who am i. who am i. who am i.

i'm not even your girlfriend.

who am i kidding.

haha.

=.=

hm...

ok. i don't wana be your girlfriend now..
because i'm not there beside you.
i can't be there for you right now.
all i can do is sit by the phone.
and talk to you.
let that girlfriend of yours take her time.
because when im back, you'll be back with me.

i wanna be your lover, your honey, your darling, your baby, your boo, your mariana, your toiletbowl, your sweetheart, your dear..

i just wana be yours.