the living room couch.

12.15pm. living room couch.

as blood flows freely out of me,
i sat in silence.
listening and drifting into blurriness.
oh, i am sleepy.
how i wish the day would just end.
without me worrying about what's happening tomorrow.
but why worry when life starts here?
this is the time of my life.
i am free from all clutches and grips.
i am able to carve my destiny.
but here i am
sitting on the living room couch,
feeling my skin tighten due to lack of moisturization.
and, writing this.
I WANT EVERYTHING TO END. DISSAPEAR NOW.