my wondering mind.

you dont feel comfortable with me.
instead, you confided in yan.

haha.
why am i jealous of yan?
oh my god.
i dont have a reason to.
do i?

i dont know.

you told me she's not your type.
maybe because of that you feel more comfortable with her...
and you're not exactly opening up to me.
oh well, i'll just shut up and listen.

or rather, not probing you further about it because i fear that you'll avoid me.

yerrrrrr!!
yan oso like you what. bah~

ahh ahh!
i've got to stop thinking.
too much is bad for my health.
lol.

*inhales deeply and exhale*

give it some time.
go with the flow.
being single is good!

i reminded myself everytime my mind wanders back to you.

ah, time to go take a shower.
it'll all be alright tomorrow when i wake up.
it'll all be gone.

tonight is just one of the many nights.