AJ a.k.a Jboy

21st November 2008.
Jboy succumbed to his injuries and passed away at midnight. I wish he could have gone in a better way than this. Perhaps he would rather died fighting than dying feeling old and helpless. Didi cried right after he got home from the vet clinic. So much for a tough guy who thought it's hard to cry. Surprisingly, i did not shed a tear. Perhaps i can't picture Jboy, or perhaps i am already far away thus feeling the detachment of emotions. Or maybe because i was actually expecting his death but i certainly did not expect him to go in pain and in a clinic cell.

when i go back, i will not be able to see you staring at me and wagging your tail.
i will never be able to scratch your gray nozzle again.
i wont be able to see you come running in top speed every time i call out for you.
i cant have the pleasure of bribing you with cream crackers anymore.
nor will i be able to give you a little pat of assurance that everything will be alright after the thunderstorm.
most of all, i wont be able to hear that special bark you had for us every time we come home from somewhere.
nor see that perky ears every time any one of the family comes for a visit.

Goodbye AJ.
My cheeky Jboy.
My pet and friend.
My little terror.
My love.

We will all miss you.
and i will miss you heaps.

i love you.