long distance...

how can it be that i miss you so much...

how can it be that i love you so much...

how can it be that my love for you is like a bottomless pit,

and im falling down helplessly into your arms,

which i lay without any worries of life,

filled with only the dreams of you and me...


we've only started in June...
and the distance having a big laugh by torturing me slowly and surely...
i've made you cry alot of times which i regretted... for i only want to be the one who make you laugh and be happy... and not the one who is the reason for all your tears... but, making you cry makes me realise that i will treasure you more and love you deeper... it's interesting to tell people how many times have we seen each other before actually falling in love... they wouldn't believe it... for i too, found myself in a section where im uncertain and blurr but i am clear now...

love isn't all about touch and cuddles and kisses... all the physical needs... yes, i do admit that we need alot of it but in a long distance, it's quite hard...
so instead, i submerge myself into the thoughts of you, of how you smelled, the way you smile, the way you laughed, the way you talked, your lovely voice, your sweet face, the time when we kissed, the time when we hugged, the time when we hold our hands...

it is of course easier to just give up and let it be... but i cant do it because i do love you very much... so much that even if you decided to be with someone else before i get back, I WILL CHASE YOU BACK when i get back in December... all because of the one sentence that you told me...

you told me that you will love me no matter what happens...

it may look foolish to make such decision... people will be telling me to let it go, find another person for there are many fishes in the sea...

but i just can't make myself to turn away...
to look away from you...
to sit beside you and knowing that i can't be with you...
you have such power over me... and i adore you... so much...

Jay Chou - Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Secrets I Can't Tell)
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan

ni shuo ba ai jian jian, fang xia hui zou geng yuan
huo xu ming yun de qian, zhi rang wo men yu jian
zhi rang wo men xiang lian
zhe yi ji de qiu tian
piao luo hou cai fa xian, zhe xing fu de sui pian
yao wo zen me jian

wo yao gen ni duo guo xia yu tian...
dan shi wo bu yao wo men bian cheng yi ge bu neng shuo de mi mi...
wo yao ni zhi dao, wo zhen de ai ni... shi zhen de ai ni...
bie li kai wo... yin wei mei you le ni, wo zao bu dao zhe ji...


i4u.