be with me.

This wait for destiny won't do,
Be with me, please, i beseech you,
Simple things that makes you run away,
Catch you if i can...

different thinking vs different perspective.
but one thing for sure, age doesnt matter.

hahahax...

im sitting here now, wondering...
where are we standing at now...
i know this place that im standing now doesnt feel good at all...
i want to go back...
go back to the time before timeout...
back to the time where i dont need to think if i should call you or not...
back to the time where i dont feel like im taking up your time...
back to the time where we talked, chat, laughed; disregarding the time...

i had a great dream just now..
i dreamt that we were watching tv on a sofa..
you were close to me and it felt so wonderful...
and then you crawled onto my lap and fell asleep on my shoulders with my arms around you.... that moment felt like heaven... with you in my arms..

brain vs heart

i guess my heart lets me be myself more than my brain lets me...
my brain keep me wondering, keeps me thinking too much...
my heart tells me that i can do absolutely anything at all...
anything that i felt right...
anything that makes me feel good...
anything that may make you feel good too...

someone told me: "dont bother finding out the cause of the problem, just work your way into solving it..."

everything else is not that important to me...
the most important thing is that i love you...
and i would try my best to solve or at least help to solve whatever that's on your mind... because i believe it's essential for us to communicate... i want our relationship to work... i know distance doesnt really matter...
maybe im not consistent enough in showing you that i love you...
not consistent enough in showing you that i miss you so much...
not consistent enough in showing you that i care...

the person i care the most is you... only you...

please dont walk alone...
let me walk with you...

i dont care about timeout..
if it's written down, i would erase it...
or tear it to pieces and then burn it...

i cant stop caring
i cant stop loving
i cant stop thinking
i cant stop missing

you.

in fact, it's deeper than before...
although my brain is telling me alot of things, making me think of alot of things..
my heart keeps me glued to you, falling deeper and deeper...

i cant tell the future,
i dont know what will happen in the future..
i might die tomorrow
or not.

we just started and we're young..
we still have a long way to go...
if fate lets me, i want to walk with you all the way...
if it doesnt, i believe fate is in our hands... it's in my own hands...

and im gonna make it work.