alone.

fate.
are you playing with me?

i have friends.
i have family.
i have music.
i have movies.
i have a life.

but i dont have you.

this world is crappy.
i dont like.
again i lost to my gender.
when will they open their eyes.
they're too old to understand us.
but i dont care really.

to be able to love also meant to be able to get hurt.
love comes with hurt no matter how loving two person is.

i dont have to go thru series of love in order to know love.
i say what i feel and step in precaution.
but that is not enough it seems.

maybe later.
not now.

the time is always not right.

when will it ever be right?
i hope i dont have to wait for long.
i can only hope.

but then, i'll never be good enough.

haha. life sucks. esh.