[NCL]

2nd March 2008

why cant i stop missing you?

=.=

you're treating me cold again.
didn't bother about me anymore.
don't want to know anything about me anymore.
did i just suddenly dissapear in your life? so easily?
i guess my existance isn't that significant in your life after all.

the heart wonders, hopes and dreams.which only to be crushed by reality.
sigh.

i'm a nobody to you.
you don't even care.

so why should i even bother about you.
so why should i even care about you.
so why should i lay myself on your mercy.
so why should i regard you with such importance.

why oh why,my heart aches so.

never will i truly understand myself.