find me.

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you


im too rational to be depressed about you.
argh. i have to stop being so dominant. so fucking protective.
so bloody jealous over nothing!
fuck. knn. it's your life.
i dont have a say in it.
so stop thinking about it!
god.

why cant i let go of you.
crap.
ad im being emo again.
bloody hell.

qian helped me let go of jiali.
esh helped me let go of qian.
and now im waiting for this person to help me let go of esh.

to make me sane again. because right now. im contradicting myself.

i guess it's always better to see you be with a person who is way better than me.
you deserve someone who suits u better.
after all that crap you've been through,
you definitely deserve better.

it's hard to let go. but i will.
i have no choice.

friendship lasts. relationship ends.

but i still wished upon the shooting star.
it hasnt come true yet.