what do i say?

i have apologized. i am sorry.
for the hurt that i have caused.
i made a mental note to just keep to myself from now onwards.
what that is not mine to be said will remain to be unsaid.

but nobody can see me now.
not when anger blinds them.

i will wait.
i understand it's all about trust.
but if you cannot forgive me for this,
then let it be. i will leave you to it.

i'm not giving up but my friendship is definitely worth more than this.

i'm the white box in the middle night.
it can light up your way, it can accompany you in your journey,
but right now, it sticks out - like a sore thumb to the night.

i'll go switch off now.
goodbye.